my hope dwindles. i feel distracted by the thought that there really are ugly people in this world, and worse, that they are affecting me. i wish i had the luxury of living my life before, an innocent albeit boring life at home, cradled by real friends and family's security. but no. i have to go through feeling vacuous as a result of daily encounters with ill-minded creatures. creatures who practice recklessness out of fondness and those who play the superiority game. i never knew their existence in mankind, until now.
i want to quit. should i let them make me? is there a greener pasture? sigh.
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