me? well, i'm even more confused with life.
francis (fave workmate) and I broke up. finally.
went to tinder to meet random people to wile away my sadness.
2 piqued my interest.
1 is a heartbreak, while the other one fills the void.
and now, we're back to zero.
ground zero, made even worse with my period pains and hormone-induced drama.
so let me update you.
Guy number 1, John V.
- this guy I know I can fall hard for, but is RED FLAG personified - separated, emotionally hungry yet unavailable, risk-averse, a total smart ass. He's a whole book of An Idiot's Guide to Sarah Arevalo's heart. Us together elates me, makes me feel high like I was drugged, yet our recent argument of me self-sabotaging the situation gave me enough time to reflect on what the budding relationship was - a bandaid, for both parties, really.
him with his separation. mine with my breakup. we're just 2 broken people shaking things of and trying to fend off with what we can, without a care in the world, at least when we kiss. step back sarah, you know he's not IT. you are just lonely, and so is he. your mistake was believing his sweet words and gestures. you should have just ridden with the flow. But enough of that. You'll get over him really soon. Why? Because of ....
Guy number 2, Paolo G.
- you just click, so far. He's what you have always prayed for. Not really your type physically. But he knows where to tickle you. Humble, the silent kind of smart, just really slow. But he holds your hand, opens the door to the car, makes you feel special just because. He has the arms that silences all of the noise. This guy is slow, not exciting, but very peaceful.
Obvious who the winner is.
We'll see where this goes.
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