turned 30 yesterday. had a party to celebrate it the day prior and it went "well-paced" as my guy neighbor described it. i was feeling "labored" throughout the occasion and was honestly very sleepy. if not for my friends and family whose happiness i value so much, i wouldn't have held it in the first place.
favorite friend left early and it got me offended. him explaining to me what happened just a while ago was unnecessary, really. just like how i always am, i try to rationalize and let the guilty escape of their mistakes with my selfless and borderline foolish thoughts. where's my self-worth?
capped off my special day with a spontaneous trip to a well-known fortune teller with my crazy friends. was dumfounded at his predictions and up until now, i am still affected.
but oh well, one thing i picked up from him is for me not to be too dramatic about things. which i should really do. need to get things rolling.
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