my odd cycle of sleep has been robbing me off my supposed time for the gym lately. and in true murphy's law fashion, my unwelcome monthly visitor decided to come a week earlier, depleting the much needed blood supply for my ailing heart. sometimes, i amaze myself how i still maintain a relatively normal (and often deceptive) guise.
on the way to work, the repressed emotion and all its theatrics just ruptured out of me. it felt like a heavy drama movie inside my car and it went on for a good two minutes. i took advantage of it and sobbed it all out. it felt wonderful - enough to temporarily wile me away from my hormonal worries.
i went on with the day feeling much lighter, carrying the cheery disposition that everyone's familiar with. first time after a couple of weeks that i stretched my lips to a genuine smile.
at work, everyone enjoyed the last day of off-peak. we will all be bombarded with conferences so i will have less idle time to mope and do drama, at last.
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